it's not THAT bad. probably. okay no it is kinda fucked up actually lmao okay first let me preface this by saying I owe you like minimum three beers and/or milkshakes for shouldering this much emotional weight but.

it felt important that YOU knew sooner rather than later that [...] as one of the many consequences of Gavin's death [...] I sort of have become a slamjam being experience his memories as my own, now. and it's worse when I'm around