After Gavin died, I didn't know what to say to you. I didn't even know if you'd want to talk to me. And then while you were gone for the funeral, I realized I didn't want to be with you anymore. But it felt wrong to break up with you when you'd just lost your brother, and I knew I wouldn't be able to act like things were normal, so I kept putting it off. And then it had been a week. And you'd clearly gotten the message.
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ButCan I call yAfter Gavin died, I didn't know what to say to you. I didn't even know if you'd want to talk to me. And then while you were gone for the funeral, I realized I didn't want to be with you anymore. But it felt wrong to break up with you when you'd just lost your brother, and I knew I wouldn't be able to act like things were normal, so I kept putting it off. And then it had been a week. And you'd clearly gotten the message.
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I don't know why I evenI'm such aThere. The air is cleared. No mystery left. All doubts about your better intentions have been settled.
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II am going to bed now, though.
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I know it wasn't. I just[...] Okay. Goodnight.